Okay so I'm majorly freaking out about life what is life even what am I doing who am I aahhhhhhhh
Okay wait. Let's try that again.
I'm scared.
I'm scared. Yesterday someone at school had an interview at UCL.
Ummm obviously not me so.
Yeah you see where I'm trying to go with this?
Haven't heard back from them aaahhhhhhhhh what is life.
Okay so maybe I'm overreacting slightly. It's still quite early, I suppose. But. You know. For all I know, they could have seen my application and chucked it in the maybe pile.
I don't want to be in the maybe pile.
(I want to be in the yes definitely we want you now pile, in case anyone asks)
And what am I even applying for why am I applying for it.
Unis don't want me I'm a fraud I'm stupid I'm just pretending to be clever I'm not clever I can't brain :(
speech not making sense arrrghh garhhhh what is life.
Here's some horse.
